Started therapy a couple of weeks ago. I dare say that it's starting to help, though it's a lot harder then I thought it would be. I'm just so proud of myself for taking that step. So proud in fact that after my first session I decided it was time to get that tattoo I'm always talking about. So off I went to Artistic Skin Designs where I promptly got the kanji symbol for courage tattooed on the inside of my left wrist and the kanji symbol for belief on my left foot. I'm already thinking about what to get next. It's an addicting practice, these tattoos of mine.

Let's see...my blood pressure is finally back down to normal after doubling my meds.

On the relationship front...things are pretty good I guess. With Rob, not so much. Taking a break, sleeping in separate beds, seeing other people and concentrating on ourselves. Or at least I am, concentrating on myself, I mean. He seems to be concentrating on the fact that I'm seeing other people. I don't suppose I blame him, but there is just so much stuff that he's ignoring in his life and not taking care of. he needs to get help for himself, find a full time job etc..I can't hold his hand forever and I need to know he can do this stuff on his own. So far he hasn't shown me anything.

So I'm dating these two guys, which is weird. I'm not used to dating more then one person at once for one thing. One is my ex who I was with about 6 years ago for three years or so. Things were good then, we were just young. things seem good now. He's an architect... Only catch his, his parents hate me because of various things that happened last time. I guess his parents aren't the one in the relationship. We're just taking things one day at a time and seeing what happens.

The second one so far has been rather amazing. It was supposed to be just a fun, get myself out there kind of thing. It's turned into much more then that, with feelings and everything. Frankly it kind of scares me. He's an incredible sweetheart and is SO nice to me. Opens all my doors for me, pulls the car up if it's raining so I won't get wet, pulls my chair out for me... I'm not used to it at all. There are all these sweet little compliments and things that he says that just drive me crazy. The catch on this one...he's 7 years younger then me, and I'm not sure how comfortable I am with that. Everyone says age doesn't matter...

So all in all, things have been good. Been staying pretty busy. Starting a new yoga class with my mom on Wednesday which will be nice. I miss the Gamerz crowd. A lot. Maybe we can all work something out soon?